In love with....

Gossip girl.
Yep it's official.

Dear him

I honestly believed in you. Holding on; the days drag on. Stupid girl, I should have known, I'm not a princess; this ain't a fairy tale. I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet; lead her up the stairwell. This ain't Hollywood; this is a small town. I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.

Sincerely,

Me

My mental age is...

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calander.
[] I own more than one credit card.
[x] I know how to change the oil in my car.
[x] I do my own laundry.
[x] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[x] I think politics are exciting.
[] I balance my checkbook.
[] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

total: 7

[] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I watch talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[] I drink coffee at least once a week.

total: 5

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[x] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[x] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.

total: 9

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[x] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since high school.
[x] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] can type quickly.

total: 8

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[x] I have been to a tupperware party.
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[x] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I Can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

total: 8


(now add them all up)

Grand Total: 37 (what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! lol)

Re-post as, "my mental age is "

Not even you

I thought that he would make me
Exactly who I was supposed to be
I thought that he'd be the one who'd save me
Reflect on me my beauty
Tell me I was pretty
Take me and make me and break me
he did
He took me and made me and broke me
he did
It was a big mistake
The biggest one she could have made
And she had no one to blame but herself
She had no one to blame
Not even him
I counted on a stranger
And let myself fall deep in love
And that's not even the worst part
The worst part is that he never even called
Oh after it was said and done
he never calls
It took me awhile to realize
That you are just one thing in my life
One story in the book
One word in the song
And I my darling yes I will live on
I my darling will live on
It was a big mistake
The biggest one I could have made
And I have no one to blame but myself
I have no one to blame
not even you


The really explains how I feel.

baby on the way

Raeleigh is on her way. Ericka called about 15 mins ago and said she's going in because she went into labor! EEPP!

Go alone.

So my mother as long as I've known about the twilight movie promised she'd go with me in case i didn't have anyone to go with. Well, we all know that the best friend is about 5 states away. So.... twilight is out and she's trying everything in her power to get out of going, which fine, you don't wanna see the movie whatever, I can go by myself. Wrong. Blah! This women is driving me up the freaking wall!

Well, I'm off to get ready, the beotch is taking me no matter what. To be honest, I wouldn't mind going by myself at this moment.

Why is the child different from the Parent?

I can't count many times I've heard from either of my parents or actors that play parents on movies that their doing the best they can. So if us as the child has to accept that they are, why can't we (the child) tell them the same thing? What makes them think that we aren't also trying the best we can, that maybe we're just as stressed or whatever as them.

Mom's been yelling at me again. I know things are tight but she doesn't need to take it out on me. It's not like I'm not busting my ass trying to find a job. I can't just make one up, because if I could, I totally would.